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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





Here's a depressing Mp3 Brought to you by: [BarleySinger] ^_^
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:::go to -> food for worms <-:::




OPEN IN CASE OF EMERGENCY

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Directions:
1. Firmly grasp flap of lid.
2. Pull off completely.
3. Make spoon magically appear, and insert into pudding.
4. Get large scoop of pudding on magical spoon.
5. Jam down throat of person in need.

***note: even tho they're coughing and sputtering, trust me, they feel better now that they've had some pudding shoved down their throat.
And no! You can't eat the pudding yourself!

->Steps to Making Tasty Homemade Pudding<-


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2004-04-12 [Gwendylyyn]: Thank you so very much

2004-04-12 [Incontinence Happens]: welcome.

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: MMMM.... SODA....

2004-04-12 [Incontinence Happens]: i wan soda!!!! *ambushes him*

2004-04-12 [Gwendylyyn]: hehe *hides her soda*

2004-04-12 [Incontinence Happens]: *sniffles*

2004-04-12 [Gwendylyyn]: *hands dead next tuesday a 12 pack of soda* no sniffling...be happy

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: If jurassic park really existed, would you go?

2004-04-12 [Gwendylyyn]: hell yeah...even if i did die...that would just be awesome

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: if I had one wish... it would be for a dinosaur..

2004-04-12 [Dwarf Ronin]: I feel like crap at now.

2004-04-12 [Incontinence Happens]: dinosaur.... crap... jurassic park... intersting convo.

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: I... *sniff* can't read...

2004-04-12 [Incontinence Happens]: can't read what?

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: All together...

2004-04-12 [Incontinence Happens]: butat least you can type! and that's all that matters!

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: maybe you're right... maybe... you're right... 

2004-04-12 [Incontinence Happens]: yay! go me!

2004-04-12 [~*spawn*~]: well done you. o.O

2004-04-12 [Incontinence Happens]: *dances*

2004-04-12 [~*spawn*~]: *giggles*

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: DO MY POLL... please? yeah, punch and pie for anyone who does.

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: wow, its like 2 in the morning.. not supposed to be tired yet...

2004-04-12 [Gwendylyyn]: i'll take it.... candles for loved ones (sorry...want this to spread)

2004-04-12 [Lethargic Panda]: soliciting on other

2004-04-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Soliciting on other's wikis. Tisk tisk.

2004-04-12 [Gwendylyyn]: hey...ain't nothing wrong with that. besides, i think even if there was this one deserves an exception

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: "They look like ants from up here"

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: "they are ants michael... they ARE ants"

2004-04-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Soliciting = Bad

2004-04-12 [12 34 56 78 9]: something smells like *sniff* vanilla... Damn it!

2004-04-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Me still has all the puddings. Bwa ha ha ha.

2004-04-13 [Incontinence Happens]: i have pudding TOO ya know! i AM the pudding!! mUAHAHAHA!

2004-04-13 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there.

2004-04-13 [Incontinence Happens]: *is pudding*

2004-04-13 [Cat Nip]: *eats pudding*

2004-04-13 [Incontinence Happens]: hmm, mike's eating pinki... ^_^

2004-04-13 [Cat Nip]: Does Pinki feel special?

2004-04-13 [Incontinence Happens]: oh yeah. ...tasty?

2004-04-13 [Cat Nip]: *licking lips*

2004-04-13 [Incontinence Happens]: that good huh?

2004-04-13 [Cat Nip]: Me lovies pudding

2004-04-13 [Incontinence Happens]: ^_^ well don i feel special!

2004-04-13 [Cat Nip]: Ya should!

2004-04-13 [Incontinence Happens]: *feels luv'd and tasty*

2004-04-13 [~*spawn*~]: *is now hungry*

2004-04-13 [i fall from the sky]: *twitch*

2004-04-13 [12 34 56 78 9]: can pudding cure headaches, because I tell you.. my head is pounding..

2004-04-13 [~*spawn*~]: pudding can cure everything except obsesity and nausea

2004-04-13 [Incontinence Happens]: of course it can! PUDDING: THE WONDER DRUG!

2004-04-13 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay, it is just "pudding".

2004-04-13 [Gwendylyyn]: dude...that is wrong....i hope ya'll realize just how wrong that is...at least in my head...a guy eating one who i guess is a girl and saying it's good....i think something else being implied there *wink wink* okay..yes..i have a dirty mind

2004-04-13 [Dwarf Ronin]: I can tell.

2004-04-13 [Lethargic Panda]: It's sad when people point out the obvious. Really sad. "i AM the pudding!! mUAHAHAHA!" So I have you...plural?

2004-04-13 [Gwendylyyn]: i'm confuzzled by the ast part of that statement...and i am a sad sad freaky bitchy lil person so :P lol

2004-04-13 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm not surprised.

2004-04-13 [Dwarf Ronin]: Who is confussed.

2004-04-13 [Lethargic Panda]: She is?

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay, thats not confusing anymore.

2004-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: Okie dokie then.

2004-04-14 [*sammi*]: ...?...

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: I have to be going now.

2004-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: *explodes stuff*

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: No, don't even think of it.

2004-04-14 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: ok well i hate turning up in the middle of convos but.... i think this time it was pretty unavoidable...

2004-04-14 [Incontinence Happens]: ....*passing thru all confused-like*

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there.

2004-04-14 [Incontinence Happens]: hey.

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: Yeh, this is bob. SPORK!!! ^^

2004-04-14 [Incontinence Happens]: PUDDING HERE!

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: Yeah, I can sense you, my dear dear pudding. Stay where you are... I'll dig you out in a sec. ^^

2004-04-14 [Incontinence Happens]: oh ok. ^^^^^^^ *waiting* heh...

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: *dig dig dig dig* Must get you out of the plastic cage!!

2004-04-14 [Incontinence Happens]: SAVE ME!!!!! *hyperventalating*

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: *Digging faster* Must save the pudding!

2004-04-14 [Incontinence Happens]: *encased in plastic, trapped from the world... regretably, for always*

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: Fine, get a door.

2004-04-14 [Incontinence Happens]: *wonders how to make a door out of plastic*

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: *use a SPORK*

2004-04-14 [Incontinence Happens]: i was, but it went away!

2004-04-14 [Dwarf Ronin]: Actually, I'm right here, Glen just went to bed.

2004-04-14 [12 34 56 78 9]: i think someone forgot how to count on the list dealy, orr... is there actually 70 members and IM the one who doesn't know how to count... haha. Holy crap! i just realized i have pudding downstairs! *runs*

2004-04-14 [~*spawn*~]: ~(wants some pudding)~

2004-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: *kills children*

2004-04-14 [~*spawn*~]: ~(wants some evil pudding)~

2004-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: No pudding is evil...it's the owner of the pudding who is bad or good. On the inside, all pudding is good.

2004-04-15 [BuddyTheElf]: i wonder who thought of the word 'pudding'

2004-04-15 [*sammi*]: no kidding...hm...pudding...*ponders*

2004-04-15 [Incontinence Happens]: i did!

2004-04-15 [Lethargic Panda]: o.O Pudding always was and always will be.

2004-04-15 [Incontinence Happens]: i sure hope so.... dear god... a life w/o pudding!

2004-04-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Eventually humans will die out...and on the off chance they don't take the world down with them (which will probably happen) there will be a new race to discover pudding. ^.^

2004-04-15 [Incontinence Happens]: we can only hope...

2004-04-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Hope is for fools. Lets make sure it happens...with chainsaws and flamethrowers.

2004-04-15 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello.

2004-04-15 [12 34 56 78 9]: or a new race of pudding people...

2004-04-15 [~*spawn*~]: oh no you just made me remember the game...

2004-04-15 [12 34 56 78 9]: what game?

2004-04-15 [~*spawn*~]: THE game... now i have told you about the game you will be playing the game for the rest of your life. the object of the game is to forget about the game, and every time you remember it you have to say so.

2004-04-15 [~*spawn*~]: annoying, huh?

2004-04-15 [Black Adder]: I'm ANOYYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-04-15 [Gwendylyyn]: I REMEMBER!!

2004-04-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Can I kill you?

2004-04-15 [Gwendylyyn]: me?

2004-04-15 [Lethargic Panda]: Kinda a general question to most of you.

2004-04-15 [Gwendylyyn]: ah...uh....why....?

2004-04-15 [Lethargic Panda]: I'd like to kill you.

2004-04-15 [Gwendylyyn]: lol...but why...?

2004-04-15 [Lethargic Panda]: I'm violent?

2004-04-16 [Gwendylyyn]: Ah..okay...makes sense...but you shall have a fight on your hands for I am violent as well...

2004-04-16 [Lethargic Panda]: You giving me the ok to go for it?

2004-04-16 [Gwendylyyn]: Lol. I don't care. *pulls out her sais from the sheaths in her boots*

2004-04-16 [Lethargic Panda]: *has already killed you* lol Sorry...I needed to rush though...because tea time was coming close...and you can't drink tea with bloody hands. Undead. Yay.

2004-04-16 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there.

2004-04-16 [12 34 56 78 9]: im sorry but i think a vampire would make waste to a panda... just the way it is.

2004-04-16 [Black Adder]: not true ... equal strength ... what about the sun ... or if the bear became a vampire ... then bear wins ...

2004-04-16 [Gwendylyyn]: you can't kill me lethargic...and no you have not already killed me as, with the ability of celerity, i could prettty much dodge anything you threw at me. if you are going to act like a god in doing that kind of thing then i can do the same

2004-04-16 [Lethargic Panda]: How am I acting like a god? I kill the vampire, that is all.

2004-04-16 [12 34 56 78 9]: unfortunate for you panda... because I am God, our imperfect nothing. So I force you both to shake hands.. or hug, wow.. what an image: a panda hugging a vampire.

2004-04-16 [Lethargic Panda]: Well, actually I am god, as it is said in multiple wikis (if you haven't seen them...go to them...now). I merely am not acting godlike at the moment. ^.^

2004-04-17 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there.

2004-04-17 [*sammi*]: hi glen

2004-04-17 [Dwarf Ronin]: How are you doing?

2004-04-17 [*sammi*]: meh...coming off of a serious high...i'm very content, actually...but i suppose lust/love will do that to you

2004-04-17 [Dwarf Ronin]: What???????

2004-04-17 [*sammi*]: hi glen...what?

2004-04-17 [Dwarf Ronin]: lust/love what????????

2004-04-17 [*sammi*]: lust and love...they somehow make you oddly content...

2004-04-17 [Dwarf Ronin]: Well, as long as you are not lusty and lovely with me, I'm fine...

2004-04-17 [*sammi*]: nope...course not

2004-04-17 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay, good.

2004-04-17 [*sammi*]: i mean, no offence, of course!!!!....sorry

2004-04-17 [Dwarf Ronin]: Its okay, I know what you mean.

2004-04-17 [*sammi*]: heehee...

2004-04-17 [Cadence]: Woo.. who found the song?

2004-04-17 [*sammi*]: [Incontinence Happens]

2004-04-17 [Black Adder]: What song???

2004-04-17 [~*spawn*~]: ~(kicks spike)~

2004-04-17 [Lethargic Panda]: *joins in kicking* Yay.

2004-04-17 [Black Adder]: *punches Lethargic in the face* I don't mine spawn doing it ... she has a reason!

2004-04-17 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: entertainment tonite!

2004-04-18 [12 34 56 78 9]: who the deuce are you?... no i dont have any spare change.. where the hell would i keep it? In my diaper? get out of here you hobo! Oh bloody hell, is this thing still on?

2004-04-18 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: ..... im going to tie my shirt in a knot and look like a man!!

2004-04-18 [Shiarox]: can i plz join?^-^

2004-04-18 [i sneezed and my toe moved..]: ...ummmmmmmn..i dont really no.........? ull have to talk to the big guns about that! sorry! till then just make urself at home!

2004-04-18 [Lethargic Panda]: Anyone can join...if they comply with what the wikis for. Just add yourself.

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: yup! anyone who'd like to.

2004-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: Interesting...the wiki is "getting to big" and needs to be divided into two pages. *congratulates Mr. Nibbles*          p.s. [F34R :82:-DE] couldn't spell their user name right when they struggled to join. Let's all laugh at them.

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: i refuse! elftown can just continue on whining about the size! ...'their'? more than one person sharing a user i'm assuming?\

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: i refuse! elftown can just continue on whining about the size! ...'their'? more than one person sharing a user i'm assuming?

2004-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: I have no idea. I didn't care to see if it was a guy or a girl because...well...I just didn't care, so instead of tagging them with a gender I kept it generic. ^.^

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: mmmm, i get it. *feels slow now too* ...*points a finger at you* lazy!

2004-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: It's in my name. lol I never claimed to be anything else.

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: true, very true. ^.^

2004-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: *spins*

2004-04-19 [Cat Nip]: *Mocking [F34R :82:-DE] for the hell of it.*

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: sweet! lemme help! *mocks*

2004-04-19 [Cat Nip]: ^.^ This is fun!

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: as always.

2004-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: Lets kill them!

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: ok! *gets a pitchfork* wait, no... *trades it in at the local pawn shop for a flame thrower*

2004-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: How about a pitchfork that shoots flames? I'm sure satan has one of those. *calls satan on the telephone*

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: ouuu! *waits patiently for the phone call to end*

2004-04-19 [Incontinence Happens]: ..holy shit, desavue...

2004-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: Satan gave me 2...one for you too. Good ol' satan. He always comes through for me. ^.^ Sadly you leaved must have to. We'll go killing with our flamethrowing pitchforks 'morrow. ta ta for now.

2004-04-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there.

2004-04-20 [Lethargic Panda]: o.O

2004-04-20 [*sammi*]: MEH! ...hello

2004-04-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: Yay, humans are talking to me.

2004-04-20 [*sammi*]: who said anything about being human?...

2004-04-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: Well, maybe a human on the outside and something else inside.

2004-04-20 [Lethargic Panda]: Yes. *foams*

2004-04-20 [*sammi*]: something else on the inside..."evil inside"

2004-04-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: Yes, it is creepy in there.

2004-04-20 [*sammi*]: ?...glen; go to my stuff...read the "beautiful body"...pinki sayz i should write lyrics & i want a second opinion

2004-04-20 [Incontinence Happens]: yes! do what pinki sayz! you know you wanna!!!!

2004-04-20 [Dwarf Ronin]: Are you sure I want to do what pinki's says?

2004-04-20 [12 34 56 78 9]: I think the worst way to die would be to be eaten alive... slowly, or wait! Anybody see Se7en? How sloth died... THAT would be the worst death, starved to death. Oh wait, he didn't die... well I guess he wasn't really considered alive either... humm... anyway...

2004-04-20 [Gwendylyyn]: to be shot in knees and elbows...have huge gashes in skin and salt poured in all wounds to stop bleeding (burns like fuck) then to have this type of fly go in you and lay its eggs and the maggots slowly eat you from the inside out.

2004-04-20 [Lethargic Panda]: That death is weak. Cuts aren't that bad and neither is salt...way overrated pain wise.

2004-04-20 [Gwendylyyn]: *shrugs* okeedokee...

2004-04-21 [Dwarf Ronin]: All pain is good.

2004-04-21 [xxxinsomniacxxx]: except for anal pain

2004-04-21 [Dwarf Ronin]: Depends....

2004-04-21 [12 34 56 78 9]: I believe it was the chinese who used to torture their prisoners by laying them down on a table, and under that table would be a growing bamboo tree. The tree would grow fast enough that it woul grow through the persons body, but it would still be slow enough cause them a great deal of pain. That, and bamboo under the prisoners fingernails. I still think starving would be it though.. your own body eating you alive. Wow, buried alive would suck too.. real bad. Why the hell am I talking about this anyway? Good thought: Icecream covered mountains. Vanilla, because its the best flavor.

2004-04-21 [Dwarf Ronin]: Okay, you have lost me.

2004-04-21 [zoombie]: hello?...

2004-04-21 [~*spawn*~]: yeah i like vanilla

2004-04-21 [Cadence]: ... Raven... you are... SO odd...

2004-04-21 [~*spawn*~]: whoseoddnow? whee for odd!

2004-04-21 [Gwendylyyn]: NOW I'M CONFUZZLED!!! Yay for me!! *sticks bamboo sticks up everyone's ass and hides*

2004-04-21 [Cat Nip]: AAIIIII! *pulls it out and does an elaborate dance*

2004-04-21 [Lethargic Panda]: *hates*

2004-04-22 [12 34 56 78 9]: I am odd. But so are you Rain. heh. Isn't weird when you're sitting somewhere listening to people and catch somebody say something like, "If it wasn't for that horse, I wouldn't have spent that year in college" and then before you can ask them what the hell they mean by it, they're gone! Its okay to be confuzzled though, theres so much that you can say and do that people just don't get. Like, "Let me in, I'm the pizza monster" - my friends little brother

2004-04-22 [Dwarf Ronin]: Hello there.

2004-04-22 [i fall from the sky]: hello

2004-04-22 [Gwendylyyn]: angry apples afford apes

2004-04-22 [Gwendylyyn]: blue bananas bite butts

2004-04-22 [Gwendylyyn]: crusty cheese cheats cantalouopes

2004-04-22 [~*spawn*~]: dippy doughnuts deliver dominoes

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